I've had a creative wave hit and strange as it feels I'm certainly not complaining. If anything it's far overdue. Don't necessarily trust anything I'm making or writing to be good but I know I've always been my own worst enemy and harshest critic. We almost always think we can do better after all.

I'm really hoping I can stick with this. It feels... it feels really good to be writing again, even if it's just jotting down how I feel at a particular moment. Certainly feels a lot better than keeping it all inside and having the words bouncing around inside my head causing more anguish or whatever else. Aside from breaking out of my writing rut I need to stop isolating myself and being so alone. If nothing else it's not healthy. Of course, where else does good writing come if not from a tortured soul...